i've been dealing with some stuff lately some of it my fault some of it thiers. the hard part of it is trying to have a good, right attitude....like a Christian one.....Yea about that totally failing right now. we eventually talked and made peace...to some degree anyway. not gonna lie still kinda mad about it but now im starting to swing the opposite way on the pendulum...as in not caring at all.
its not great...really. I think the worst part is I feel the most unchristian at church. i dunno, maybe part of it is that burnout, or my walk but i jst want things to go back to the way they were before.... im literary counting the days.
anyway...then after i think maybe we're on our way past it..something else
happens that hurts just as much...being replaced.
the incidents in and of themselves are not as hurtful as thinking of them.
anywho if you made it through reading that, thanks.
I realize it made no sense but it feels good expressing some of this.
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